April Camp Nano 2024 Results
May. 3rd, 2024 11:38 amGoal: 21,000
April Camp Nano 2024
Apr. 1st, 2024 05:04 pmWriters Resolutions 2021
Jan. 3rd, 2021 04:51 pmI think I find it difficult to share because it's opinion and not fiction. There's no compelling reason to read any of my opinions. Most of it is crap but its my crap and my writing journal so I should share it. Right?
I'd love to get published but I don't know what or how to get that done. It would be great to have something I could point to and say, "Thats my book on Amazon. Go read it!"
The WIP folder aka The Pile is overflowing. Stories. Notes for stories. Outlines for stories. Like I said, it's full. I need to find my focus and get things done. I have some great things in there that are just begging to be finished. I just need to finish them.
As far as staying with this community, I'm not ready to leave yet but I'm beginning to feel that time is getting closer. How long do you stay in a fandom that belongs to a show that ended years ago? When I figure that out, I'll know when to leave.
What I learned About My Writing in 2020
Jan. 3rd, 2021 04:48 pmWhat I Learned in 2019
Feb. 19th, 2020 02:15 amI am easily distracted
If someone shows me a ball of yarn I have to make something. Kill me. I'm a crazy old crochet lady. I made a few afgans and other things.
I have also found lots of things to watch on streaming services. I try to justify it with a blog post but that doesn't put words on my docs.
I like to sleep too much
Depression is the cause of my hibernation and I have come to terms with it. Its far too easy to sleep if out than to battle it. My bipolar cycles have been leaning toward depression which isn't helping either.
I am not motivated
I don't really have a word count goal anymore. Going to a habit pledge in 2019 didn't help. Hopefully, this year with a word count pledge it will be different.
What I need to get better at.
I need to schedule my time better
I used to have a writing time everyday but these days I dont seem to adhere to it. I need to get back to that. It was just a few hours everyday but it made a difference in my word count.
Inspiration is key.
I have lost the spark of excitement with fandoms. I need to find something new that will cause me to write. I also need more original story ideas that I can get excited about.
There's a time and place for yarn and games.
I can have it all I just need to plan better. I want to make things and words but I need to find a way to do both. As for the games, I am losing interest in them. Soon they won't be a problem.
If I keep all of this in mind I should be able to get back to my wordy ways in no time at all.
Writers Resolutions 2020
Jan. 14th, 2020 10:32 amThe Pile
I need to finish something out of the pile of unfinished stories. I would prefer more than one thing but I will just see how it goes. I don't want to add to it but I most likely will. My ultimate goal would be to not have a Pile at all.
Get Your Words Out
This year I went back to a word count goal. I decided to go easy on myself and do Light which is 75K. I think I can manage it even with my constant distractions.
NaNoWriMo and Camp Nano
I have no idea what I will be writing but I plan on doing both sessions of Camp Nano. I will probably use them to finish something.
I need to find a story that writes itself for NaNoWriMo. I might have better luck if I do. I also need to prep better with an outline and a worked out plot in mind.
Big Bangs and Fests
Het Bang - I'm currently writing a story for Het Bang. Arrow and Olicity is what I'm writing this year. I hope I get it finished this time.
After Camlann for Merlin BBC - This would be fun if I could find a good story to write. I think I'm just about out of stories to tell.
Unconventional Courtship - There wasn't a round last year. I hope there's on this year. I have a few summaries saved up.
Snowflake Challenge 2020 - This one is in progress now. I'll do some of it like always.
Sunshine Challenge - This one was new last year. If it runs this year I'll give it a try.
Writing communities
Camelot Drabble on LiveJournal. (Merlin) - I currently have two WIP's going here. Each prompt is a chapter on something. I hope to finish at least one of them by the end of the year.
Puzzle Prompts - I would like to get back to this one. Dark Realms needs more episodes.
Land communities
Game of Cards - A new phase just started after a long break. I can't wait to get started on the new challenges.
The Lighthouse - Cycle 2 is winding down and hopefully Cycle 3 will start soon. I like this one. I get to guest host challenges. I try to get an early slot and do at least three challenges.
Hopefully, I can keep up with everything I have planned and meet my word goals.
Writers Resolutions 2019
Jan. 1st, 2019 02:08 amThis year I’m taking a step back. I’m focusing on basics and smaller, more obtainable goals. I'm going to focus on behaviors not just word counts. Behaviors can be monitored and changed. Hopefully...
The Plan is...
Write! I have signed up for the Journeyman habit pledge at “Get Your Words Out.” The goal is writing on 240 days for the year. No word count goal this year.
Finish things. I have too many fanfic wips and I need to finish them before starting new things. I also have some original stories to finish. My goal here is to finish one fanfic and one original story every month from the wip folder.
Get back to my original fantasy writing. I have been neglecting Dark Realms and Ogham-Duir for too long. My goal is a second series of Dark Realms and all of the larger Ogham-Duir wips finished.
I need to remember that flash fiction is my friend. Not everything that I write needs to be big epic like stories. My goal is to do more small bits and build up to larger bits.
I need to cut out distractions. I need to set aside a time every day to write. No phone. No online games. Just writing. My goal here is to not only write every day but write for a set amount of time every day.
And some other things ….
Go back to Puzzle Prompts and Beat The Black Dog. I like those communities and they are very supportive.
Continue with Camelot Drabble. If it ain't broke…..
Clear out communities I don't want to or have not written in. This includes fandoms I not interested in anymore. Clutter on my journal feed is distracting.
Finally….
I need to set up a writing space. It needs to say this is where you write not nap or watch British TV shows. I've been writing on my tablet anywhere and everywhere too much. I need to sit in front of a computer in a chair in a space set up for writing.
What I Learned in 2018
Jan. 1st, 2019 02:03 amEvery year I look at the things that help or hinder my writing. This year i have a list. It's on the negative side but I hope to make it turn out positive by the end of the year. Some things are also included in my writing goals. Some things are easy to change but others are not. Fingers crossed as i give it a try.
My mood affects my writing.
The worse my depression is the less I write. Since there is no cure for Bipolar disorder, I guess I need to find a way to work through the depression. While that’s easier said than done, it is key to getting out of my word count and productivity slump.
I need to focus more on my writing.
My focus has been split the last year or so. I’ve been playing on line games instead of writing. While that’s fun it’s also time consuming. I’ve been wanting to cut back on the gaming for some time. I think now is the time
Writing needs a place and a time.
I have a dreary little corner where I write sometimes. I want to make it more of a writer’s corner. I was thinking of posters and a teapot. I would also like a cork board, genealogy charts, and timelines for my original fiction verses
I need to get organized again
When I was writing lots of words, I was organized. I kept a calendar of due dates to keep it all flowing. I have stopped doing that and I need to do it. Knowing what is due when and what I need to do to get it done is key to a good word count and a good writing habit.
I still have stories to tell.
I have lots of ideas. That's not the problem. That’s never the problem. I always have stories in my head. I just need to get them down on a word doc.
Some fandoms can be very motivating.
I recently reconnected with the Arwen part of the Merlin fandom. I had forgotten what it was like to feel like I was a part of something. Some of these writers were there when I first started to write fanfiction. It’s good to be back with them again.
Making connections with other writers.
I need to stop feeling like I'm all alone in this writing journey of mine. I know there are websites to join where authors encourage each other. I just need to find one that's right for me.
I’m sure I will learn more in the coming year. I do every year. Learning and changing is all a part of improving oneself. I will always need to improve.
Looking at my word totals for the last few years and my failure to make word goals I realized that I needed a new approach to this writing thing.
Back when I started writing I wrote some words every day. It didn't matter how many just that I wrote. I had huge word counts back then. I wasn't even trying to make a goal back then.
I haven't reached my pledge goals for two years and I haven't done well with NaNoWriMo or Camp Nano. I'm getting discouraged with my writing. That's not good. I need to build my confidence up again. I need more success and less failure.
I've been with “Get Your Words Out” for a few years now. I'm going to try something different. Instead of making a word count pledge I'm going to try a habit pledge. Not the uber one but a more obtainable one.
This year my pledge will be writing 240 days for the year. I will be doing the Journeyman pledge.
Even if I only write 25 words a day. I will be getting back into the habit of writing. I will be finishing something. Finishing is good.
I may even forgo Big Bangs and Fests. Well. Maybe. I’m not going to hold myself to that one but I am thinking of not overwhelming myself with deadlines. I need to relax more and just create for the sake of creating.
I will go back to the monthly update posts and keep track of my words just to see how I'm doing. Maybe next December I can go back to a word pledge. Fingers crossed!
Writers Resolutions 2018
Jan. 1st, 2018 05:05 pmIts that time of the year to set my writing resolutions. Last year my biggest goals were not met. Hopefully, this year I can do better.
More words less excuses.
No more excuses! If I'm awake three hours a day then I have time to write. Writing is important and I need to make it a priority again. I will feel better getting things out into words and not letting them stagnate in my head.
Tick tock!
I need to set aside time every day to write. I also need to find a ritual to prepare myself for writing. A ritual will tell my brain it's time to write not binge watch on Netflix or play endless games on my tablet.
The Pile!
I need to take more off the Pile than I put on. There's always going to be a Pile. I need to make it shrink not grow. I need to finish all those unfinished stories. I'm sure there are people just dying to read them somewhere.
The NANOS!
I plan on doing both sessions of Camp Nano and NaNoWriMo. I will have an outline ready and not just try to finish things. That plan doesn't work and if it doesn't work then I need to go back to what does.
Meet those GYWO Goals.
It's another Difficult (300 words) year. I need to take things one step at a time. I will focus on getting my word goal met daily that should take care of monthly and yearly goals.
The Fests and Communities.
I will be doing Camelot Drabbles and Unconventional Courtship for sure. I hope to return to Dove Drabble, Puzzle Prompt, and Beat the Black Dog.
I am considering doing some big bangs. After Camlann, Olicity Fic Bang and Het Bang are on the list there. Maybe DCU Bang too.
So the list is short this year. Wish me luck!
Writer’s Resolutions for 2017
Jan. 17th, 2017 07:49 pmI don’t want to neglect my original writing.
I spend far too much time writing fan fiction and not enough time developing my own universes. I want to build my own worlds not live in everyone else’s. I have two universes that I am writing in now with notes for another.
Ogham-Duir has been going on for years now and it’s still not finished. I have parts of it that I haven’t even started to write. It’s frustrating. This universe should be more developed by now but I have been neglecting it far too much in favor of fan fiction.
Dark Realms was started this year and I have kept the format of an animated television series. I write it as if you were watching an episode unfold on the screen. I want to continue this universe in 2017 and I hope with the help of “puzzleprompts” I can keep it going.
I don’t want to be involved in things or communities that pull me away from my writing.
No more land communities! I am a better writer than gamer. These communities are geared more to graphics makers and people who love a meme. I suck at graphics and I hate memes. I also don’t like those quickie flash games. I think I’m just burned out on this stuff and I will be taking a break starting the beginning of the year.
No more watching communities that I never join. I have a few prompt communities that I watch just to steal prompts. It’s time to go all in or go home. To be honest, I really don’t want to add another prompt community to my list of ‘monthly obligations’.
What I can do is clear out a lot of communities that don’t interest me anymore and some that I know I will never join but I steal prompts from. There are also several that have just stopped posting prompts. Those will have to be removed from my list as well.
I don’t want to add to the already long list of unfinished stories. (a.k.a The Pile)
I need to make time to finish all those stories on the list. If that means signing up for a big bang as incentive to finish then I will do it. There are far too many on there and I want to start more. I can’t start more until I finish the old ones. It just makes me feel guilty.
I need to just start at the top of the list and work my way through it. Okay, that will never happen but it is a plan. I think that if I do the small stuff first it will help me get the larger things done. Before long The Pile won’t be such a pile anymore.
After I tackle The Pile then I may just start on that big long list of story ideas. One thing at a time…..
I don’t want to feel obligated to do a fest/challenge/big bang if I don’t want to do it.
In the past, I have let others talk me into things. I really need to stop doing that. I need to be able to say ‘no’ when I want to without feeling guilty. Guilt is not good. Guilt is not motivating. Friends don’t guilt friends into things.
There might be some people coming off my friends list as well. This is still an option but one I won’t exercise unless they want to give me more guilt in which case they will be dropped faster than a participle at the end of a sentence.
I do want to reach my word goals for 2017
I have a pledge for GYWO of 300k for the year. I will meet it and I hope go over it. I have plenty of things to work on that will help me reach my goal and then some.
There were also some changes mentioned for things coming in the next year. I hope they will be as fun as I think that they will be. I need some fun while I’m writing.
I want to do NaNoWriMo and Camp NaNo again in 2017.
This is where those world building notes will come into play. Hopefully, I can have an outline for the story ready in time for November.
Camp Nano would be a great place to start on another one of the Ogham-Duir kingdoms. Maybe Cullen or Ren? I look forward to finding a cabin that was as friendly and helpful as the one I was in for the April 2016 session.
And there it is…. or at least some of it.
This got a little wordy. Well, I am a writer. What do you expect?
GYWO Time Management Challenge
Jul. 12th, 2015 08:13 amFortunately I’m an everyday writer but that has not always been the case. I have gotten myself in the habit of sitting down and doing something that pertains to writing everyday even on those days when words don’t come to me. (My muse is sometimes shy and a little stubborn where there is a deadline looming.)
Take a few minutes and organize notes or plot out a story to write later before bedtime. Sometimes words will come and sometimes they won’t but do something related to writing. Once you’ve done that every day for a while it becomes a habit.
At what time(s) did you write?
I like late nights and early mornings. My sleep pattern isn’t normal so it’s easy to just open a doc and put words on it at weird times.
For this challenge I wrote early in the morning. It was 3am when I started on Saturday.
How many words did you write?
In this challenge, I wrote 545 words on my Het Big Bang. For the day, I wrote a lot more.
Writing Challenge #6: Sensory Perception
Feb. 6th, 2015 12:05 amCharacters: Amelia Hughes (Anna Black)
Rating: PG
Word Count: 614
The voyage had taken three long stormy months. It was the most unpleasant trip there ever could have been. The ship had finally docked and was being unloaded. Anna, as she was now calling herself, walked down the gang plank to the dock.
There was a hustle and bustle everywhere around her. People were moving back and forth from dock to ship. Crates and barrels along with luggage littered the dock. The rough sailors smiled as they went about their work. In all there was a mix of colors, sights, and faces that were almost overwhelming.
Standing on the dock she could smell the rotting fish mingled with the salty putrid water from the bilges of the ships. In the distance there were smells of cooking and wood fires. It certainly smelled like a sea port.
It sounded like a sea port as well. The sailors were swearing and laughing. Some were making catcalls at the women as they walked by. The noise of the ships creaking and the water slapping onto their sides mingled with it all.
Anna had to find lodgings and then she had to find a way to support herself and the baby. She also needed to get something to eat.
Anna had money with her but it would last very long. She had taken all there had been in the house and she had even cleared the coffers at the butcher store before she left.
No doubt her husband was upset when he saw all the money he had was gone. It would have increased his anger when he found that she was gone.
That no longer mattered to her. Anna was an entire ocean away from him and his bullying. She would never feel the pain of his beatings again. But most importantly, her child would never know them at all. It was the reason she left her life and her name behind. She put her hand on her belly and felt the baby kicking that was when she knew she had done the right thing. They would stay safe here.
Anna hailed a porter and asked about her luggage. He pointed to it on the other side of the walkway. He helped her get her things into a wagon and take them to the public house in the middle of town. She gave him a tip and a smile.
When Anna arrived at pub she could smell the stew and stale ale throughout the room. For the first time she would have a hot meal and a bed that wasn’t constantly moving.
Anna arranged for her room and went upstairs to where they took her luggage. She had also arranged for a meal to be brought up to her.
The room was small and scrubbed clean but that was to be expected. There was a table with a lone chair on one side and a bed and washbasin on the other.
The innkeeper’s wife eyed Anna’s belly and gave her a suspicious look. It was almost as if she didn’t believe the story that she was a widow looking for a fresh start.
When the food was brought up, Anna relished every bite of the beef and roasted vegetables. The beef was cooked so that it melted in her mouth. The crisp edges on the vegetables added a smoky flavored crispness to each bite. The fine white bread was warm and soft and the sweet butter melted just right. Everything was perfect and delicious. She ate until she couldn’t eat another bite.
Anna laid down on the narrow bed exhausted and sated. She would look for work in the morning but tonight she would sleep in peace.
Dutiful Wife
Characters: Roberta/Howard
Rating: G
Word Count: 218
Roberta changed her apron for a fresh one. Howard didn't like it when she greeted him at the door with messy apron.
Roberta had been cooking and cleaning all day. She did the same thing everyday all day now for years. She didn't have much time for anything else.
Howard had told her that was the way he expected her to spend her time. Roberta did what Howard said.
It was her duty as his wife. It was important that she do her best to keep her husband happy. It was what the bible said to do.
She had to remember to ask for extra money for to buy a new dress for the holiday party at the church.
Howard gave her a weekly allowance for the grocery shopping but he kept the rest for bills and whatever he saw fit.
He was head of the family and she never questioned what he did with the money since he was the one that made it. Howard wouldn't allow her to work and it was his decision as the head of the family.
Howard walked in the front door. He waited for Roberta to take his coat.
Roberta hung up his coat and hurried to put dinner on the table. Roberta did her best to be a good wife.
Writing Challenge #2: Sharing Inspiration
Jan. 9th, 2015 12:10 amCharacters: Amelia Hughes (Anna Black)
Rating: PG
Word Count: 271
Prompt: Hand firmly clasped around her locket, she took a deep breath as she tossed it into the ocean. (Legendary)
Hand firmly clasped around her locket, she took a deep breath as she tossed it into the ocean. She watched as it sank into the dark depths.
That was her old life. She was on her way to a new one. She wanted a new life that she could be proud of.
She stepped away from the rail of the ship. She headed back to her cabin. She did what she intended to do and now she just wanted to go inside.
Amelia Hughes was now dead. Anna Black was born by the act of letting go of her past and her last possession.
In three days She will be standing on the shores of a foreign land. She chose it because it was the farthest destination she could afford with what little money she had.
She wasn't running away from anything. She was running to a future. It was a something she couldn't have where she was.
How could she have a future when she was married to a cruel man?
She barely made it to her ship. He was late leaving for the butcher shop. She had sent her luggage ahead the day before the ship left. She knew he would search for her but he would never find her where she was going.
She put her hand on her belly. She felt her baby kicking. It wasn't just her future she had been concerned with.
Soon she would be known as a widow with a child. It wouldn't be easy but it was better than the alternative.
She pulled her cloak closer to her and headed down below.
Writing Challenge #2: Sharing Inspiration
Jan. 9th, 2015 12:05 amCharacters: The Guardian
Rating: G
Word Count: 300
Prompt: 1. He never wanted to be someone who had a destiny. (TheDragonRider)
He never wanted to be someone who had a destiny. He didn't really even really believe in destiny until someone gave him one.
It was his destiny to be the protector of the Golden Sword of Nar. Only he knew where the sacred cave it rested in. The knowledge was passed on to him by his father as the man lay dying.
Now he made his way through the forest to the mouth of the sacred cave. He had to make sure the sword was still where it was supposed to be.
He looked around to make sure no one was following him. He was alone in the dark night just as he was lone in his destiny.
He found the cave where his father had told him it would be. The opening wasn't more than a large gap between rocks. It was covered in ivy and hidden behind an ancient oak.
He entered the cave and followed the passage ways to a vaulted chamber.
There was a large carved altar on one wall. There were ancient carvings and runes all over it.
On the altar lay the sword. It was made of gold and the hilt was encrusted with jewels. He dared not touch it.
He said a prayer in an ancient tongue. He sat in meditation at the base of the altar. It would be his duty to do this for the rest of his life.
He would live in the little cottage on the top of the hill and be a guardian to the sword just as his father had.
He would marry and have a son of his to teach the old ways and when he died his son would become the guardian.
The destiny of the guardian would continue throughout the centuries in this way.
THE PINK JOURNAL MASTER LIST FOR 2014
Dec. 31st, 2014 01:05 amMuseWrite Writing Challenge 2014
NaNoWriMo 2014 Meta and Update Posts( Read more... )
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The Way It Went Down
Pink Journal Scrapbook 2014
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Four Seasons
May. 25th, 2014 11:38 pm-Lazy Afternoon (Spring)-
One could almost taste the possibilities on such a glorious afternoon. The birds chirped merrily in their nests. The warm wind whipped through the trees. The light dappled through their green leaves to leave a glittering effect on the water beneath them. The scent of honeysuckle and meadow flowers surrounded everything.
-Sunny Day (Summer)-
The sun beats down with fearsome heat. The still air is dry on the lips. It smells of cut grass and hot asphalt. The animals are quiet as they hide in their shaded burrows. All is still for nothing can move in the sweltering heat.
-Apple Orchard (Autumn)-
The crisp cool day was brilliant blue and cloudless. The smell of wood smoke filled the air. The bright colored leaves drifted into piles. The juicy red apples from the orchard sat in bushel baskets waiting to be tasted. The leaves crunched underfoot as the children ran to claim them.
-Snow Fall (Winter)-
The thick clouds in the sky hung darkly overhead. The smell of pine invaded the world. The cold wind whipped the snowflakes into a frenzied dance. Little children ran to catch the small sweet icy treasures with their tongues. Sleigh bells chimed in the distance alerting on and all to the approaching holiday guests.
(Five Senses Exercise)
THE PINK JOURNAL MASTER LIST FOR 2013
Dec. 31st, 2013 11:55 pmWriter's Notebook
( Entries )
House Of Darken
MuseWrite Writing Challenge For 2013
Faerie Fantasy of the Questing Princess
Changing Times
Rose Day
( For AWDT Valentine Quickies 2013 )
Dameisele Cwen
( For NaNoWriMo 2013 )
Ogham-Duir
The Dragons Of Aster Cliffs
( Dragon Big Bang 1 )
Home Front (For Establishedfest)
Charloft's 100 Drabbles of Summer 2013
Pink Journal Scrapbook 2013
Musings
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Poems
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