What did I learn in 2021?

[sidhe_faerie]

 What did I learn in 2021?

This is a tricky question. I did actually learn some things about myself. Not all of them are happy revelations. Hopefully, I can fix them in the new year.

I need to be excited about writing to do it. 

I'm bored with my fandoms and with my open stories. I need new and exciting things to explore. I'm searching but no luck so far.

I need to be organized as I write. 

Nothing is in the right place and I have a ton of unposted stories in various places. They're spread over three devices and platforms. Its a mess. 

I need to organize a time and place to write as well. 

I used to do this but Ive ket things slide these last few years. I like to write when its dark. Early morning and late night seem to be my most productive times. Maybe a sundown writing policy. Start to write when the sun goes down. It's a thought...

I can disappoint myself and I did. 

I was really disappointed in myself when I didnt reach my word count goal. I didnt think it would bother me. I used to write thousands of words a month but lately the words are just not there. Hopefully, I can find my spark again. 

I want to write I just need to make sure I do. I need to remember that all good things come to those who work for it. I need to work for it. 

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