Jun. 19th, 2012

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THE INITIATION

Summary: THIS IS BASED ON MY OWN EXPERIENCE.

THE INITIATION

Her music was not allowed in the house he said, so out to the rock in the corner of the low field she went. This was her refuge. This great big rock in the corner of the field was a sanctuary for her. This is where she felt at peace. At this time of her life there were few places she felt at peace.

She was still a teenager but already she knew that she wasn’t like them. She was different. She knew things before they happened. She could hear what others thought. She could feel the earth, smell the water and hear the whispers on the wind. They called her evil and full of the devil but she knew that she was a witch, like the grandmother several generations before that no one would talk about. Grandmother Hulda was evil too, they said.

In her family, she was an outcast. She was hated and envied at the same time. They hated that she existed but wished they could be her. They frequently made their hatred known as long as he didn’t catch them doing it. He knew that she carried the blood. It came from him and his Grandmother. He carried it too but said not a word of his own powers. .    

She walked out thru the field to the rock carrying a cup of tea. The rock overlooked the stream and it was open to the air but also protected by three trees; a pine, an oak and a dogwood.

She sat on the rock and started to sing. First she sang the old spirituals she had learned in chorus class and then after she sang all of those. She sang an old song she learned from a new friend.

It always seemed that the birds stopped to listen to this song like it was magick. It was real true magick that only the birds could feel. The notes moved up and down and seemed to have a unique pattern like nothing else she had ever sung before. She rocked back and forth on the rock slowly as she sang each note of the song soft and clear. She sighed and poured out the rest of the tea left in her cup. She sang the song again this time louder and th
 en she sat watching the stream below.

There was a noise suddenly right beside her. She turned and looked eye to eye with a large old buck. She knew he was the one that had survived many hunting seasons and left the deepest largest tracks. She had heard of him. He was huge with a large set of antlers full of points. She sat still. He stood still. His dark nose on the very grey muzzle twitched. He snorted and then barked. Deer have a very curious bark. He seemed to be trying to tell her something.

She jumped to her feet and ran back to the house not by the path but thru the woods. She was stunned. Never had she expected a buck to walk up to her.

She told him. He looked at her in disbelief at first but the look soon changed to wonder. This little girl, his little girl, had done something that he could not. She did it because, unlike him, she did not reject her powers. She had embraced them.    

What had just happened? She would not understand for many
  years. That is not until she saw a picture in a book on Wicca. Then she realized it was Him. Cerrunnos, the horned god of the forest had come to her. He heard the song; she had made an offering of the tea in a sacred grove of three trees where all the elements converged. Her first magick was unintentional on that day. Later she would realize he was welcoming her to the path she was destined for. THE PATH OF WICCA



BEAR WOMAN

Jun. 19th, 2012 09:54 pm
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BEAR WOMAN
Summary: THIS IS MORE OF A CHILDREN'S STORY WITH A NATIVE AMERICAN FEEL

BEAR WOMAN
(EWTU AND URSEE)

There was a little girl named Ewtu. She was very sad because her mother went to live with the ancestors. One day Ewtu was walking in the woods and she came face to face with a black bear. Ewtu was not afraid.

The bear looked at her and asked “What is your name little girl?”

“My name is Ewtu what is your name?” she replied

“My name is Ursee. Will you be my friend Ewtu?”

Yes Ursee, I will be your friend.”

The little girl and her friend the bear played together until the sun was low in the sky and Ewtu had to go home.

“Will you play with me tomorrow?” Ewtu asked.

“Yes. I’ll meet you in the same place tomorrow.”

The next day Ewtu came to the place where she had met the bear but the bear looked different. The bear looked like the fetishes that Grandfather carved.

“Ursee, why do you have lines on you?”

“This is my life line,” Ursee replied.

“Why does it start at your mouth?
” Ewtu asked as she stared at Ursee’s mouth.

“Because this is where I breathe”. Ursee said

“Why does the line touch your head?” Ewtu said looking at Ursee’s head

“Because that’s where I think” Ursee said.

“Why does it touch your heart?” Ewtu asked as she rubbed Ursee’s chest.

“That is where I love” Ursee growled.

“Why does it touch your back?” Ewtu climbed on Ursee’s back.

“That is where my soul lives.” Ursee lay down on the ground.

“Why does it go thru your behind?” Ewtu looked at Ursee’s behind.

Because we all have a beginning and an end. Ursee got up and Ewtu slid off her back.

“But why do you have lines on you?” Ewtu asked again.

“I am a magick bear I can change myself into any kind of bear I want to.” She stomped her foot and she changed back to the black bear she had been the day before.

“I like you better with no lines.”

“I shal
l stay that way for you.” Ursee started walking. Ewtu got up and followed. They walked till the sun was low in the sky and Ewtu had to go home. They walked every day they could.

One day while they were walking they saw a mountain lion. The mountain lion stood in their way.

“Move bear I want to eat that girl” the mountain lion said.

Ursee stomped her foot and a silver belt with arrows attached to it appeared around Ursee’s middle. She had turned into a guardian bear.

“Go away mountain lion” Ursee growled loudly.

“Who are you?” the mountain lion growled back.

“I am a guardian bear. Don’t make me use my arrows on you. Ursee growled even louder.

The mountain lion saw that there was no way he would get Ewtu. So he bowed his head and ran away.

One day when Ewtu and Ursee were playing, they came across a fawn and her mother.

The doe said “Bear. Can you help my daughter? She ate some poison berries”.<
/p>

“I can help her.” Ursee stomped her foot and a belt made of hemp with a pouch of medicine herbs appeared around Ursee’s middle

“Ewtu, take the herbs from my bag and give them to the fawn”

Ewtu took the bag and fed the herbs to the fawn. She was better almost at once.

“Thank you, bear” the doe said. “And thank you too.”

“You’re welcome” Ewtu replied.

Ursee stomped her foot and changed back to a black bear.

The doe bowed her head. The doe and her fawn disappeared into the woods.

Every day as Ewtu and Ursee walked and played. Ursee taught Ewtu about the plants and animals and the medicine they held.

Day after day and over many years, Ewtu and Ursee met to walk. As time passed Ewtu grew into a woman.

One day Ewtu was chosen to be the medicine woman for her people because she had learned so much from Ursee. She ran to their meeting place and found Ursee standing there. Ursee was waiting fo
r her.

“Ursee! They chose me to be the new medicine woman!” Ewtu hugged her friend.

“I know and I’m so happy for you but I’m sad too. This means I must go now.” Ursee had tears in her eyes as she stomped her foot. Ursee turned into a shimmering spirit bear. “It’s time for me to go live with the ancestors”

Ursee stood up on her hind legs and held out her paw to Ewtu. Ewtu touched the palm of her hand to the bottom of Ursee’s paw. Ursee disappeared into the wind.

“Ursee! Don’t leave me alone!” Ewtu called out.

Ursee spoke to her on the wind. “I will never leave you. Ewtu, look at your hand.”

Ewtu looked at her hand and there was a mark in the shape of a bear on her palm.

“I will always be with you, my daughter! Ursee whispered in the wind.

Ewtu lived many years as the medicine woman for her people and she never forgot the bear that taught her.



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THE INHERITANCE OF TRUST
Summary: THE PASSING ON OF KNOWLEDGE


THE INHERITANCE OF TRUST

Delilah walked through the dark forest. She was not sure where she was going or what she would find when she got there. The pull of the deep magick of the woods brought her to this journey. As she progressed down the faint path, the woods grew denser and darker. Suddenly she looked up and an old woman stood just up ahead.

“I’ve been waiting on you my child” the old woman said. “Come along now don’t dawdle.”

Delilah quickened her step and followed the woman surprised but glad that there was someone in the woods with her. The old woman led her to a small hut covered with cascading vines of honeysuckle and wild roses.

“Come now, I left the kettle on.” The old woman called out.

Delilah stepped inside the small hut. She was pleasantly surprised at what she saw.

The hut was small but clean and neat. The kettle was whistling on the wood burning stove. On the rough hewn table a china plate of cookies and two china cups with saucers sat ready. The old lady poured the hot water into a waiting tea pot poured off the water added tea and more water.

“Must make it proper or the magick won’t work”, the old woman said. “Sit child I’ve been waiting for you.”

Delilah sat as instructed and watched as the old woman gingerly swirled the pot to hasten the steeping of the tea.

“Do you know who I am?” the old woman asked her as she eyed her up and down.

“No ma’am I don’t.” Delilah replied feeling uncomfortable as the old woman looked at her.

“I’m Mother Ester. I have been healer and midwife in these here parts since I was about your age. I’m getting too old now. So I asked the Great Goddess to bring me someone to teach.” The old woman explained as she poured the hot steaming tea into the china cups. “What’s your name child?”

“My name is Delilah. Well I’ve always wanted to learn but I didn’t know where to start.” Delilah was s
till a little confused about what brought her here but she was beginning to be glad she came.

“You start with tea and a cookie.” The old woman laughed and held out the plate of cookies. “I will teach you as best I can but you must want to learn. Learning the healing ways don’t come easy. You must study hard and want to learn.”

“I’ll do my best.” Delilah sipped the piping hot tea and took a bite of a cookie.

“First things I have to check on the sick this afternoon and I want you to come with me. They need to meet you and I want to see how you do.” Mother Ester takes a sip of tea herself.

“Alright that sounds fair but Mother Ester where are your books? How will I learn the healing ways?” Delilah asked as she looked around.

“No books child. You learn by remembering and doing. You learn what goes with that and what heals this by gathering it and using it to do what it does.” Mother Ester looked at Delilah and smiled.

“I see. Will it take long to learn everything?” Delilah asked curiously but she was beginning to understand.

“Why yes! It will because sometimes new things come that have never been healed before and you must learn how to heal that too.” Mother ester chuckled. “Once there was that outbreak of the fever and I tried everything. Oh that story can wait till later. You want another cookie Delilah?

Delilah shook her head. “No thank you. So I will never learn everything?”

“That be right young lady. I still don’t know everything and I’m almost as old as the Great Goddess herself.” The old woman laughed.

“I’m not sure about this Great Goddess. Who is she, Mother Ester?” Delilah asked.

“Ah, the Great Goddess is the Virgin that makes us, the Mother that bares us, the Crone that buries us. She is all that brings life into us and all that brings death too.” Mother Ester explained as she poured more tea for herself.
“Her body is the dirt. Her bones are the rocks and stones. Her blood is the water running in the streams and rivers. Her tears are the rain. Her womb is the fertile fields. She is all that is and all that was ever or ever will be. We are both her daughters. She’s the reason we have magick.”

“She sounds very powerful.” Delilah held her cup out for a second cup of tea. “What is magick?

Mother Ester’s eyes glowed as she poured the tea into Delilah’s cup. “Magick is the powers that make us who we are. Magick makes me a healer. Magick called you here. You came because you felt it’s pull, didn’t you?”

Delilah looked down at the cup of tea. “I’m not sure why I came here but I do know I want to learn more. “

“That was the call of magick from the Great Goddess. She knows it’s time for me to pass on my knowledge and my healing to someone. Drink up! It’s almost time for me to go on my rounds.” Mother Ester stood and started
to clear the table.

Delilah finished her cookie and her tea and carried the cup and saucer to the sink.

Mother Ester threw a shawl around her shoulders and picked up a big carpet bag. “Now ask questions if you have them, Delilah, that’s how you learn.”

“Yes ma’am. Do I need to carry anything?” Delilah looked around.

“No child, just pay attention.” Mother Ester chuckled and headed for the door.

The two left the small hut and took a path that Delilah had not seen when she came. They visited many houses that day. She introduced Delilah. There were sick children with fevers and old people with pains. Mother Ester took time with each one healing and listening. Each house gave Mother Ester something for helping them.

Delilah returned the next day to the small hut. She looked around there was no one outside so she started to knock on the door.

“Come in Delilah I’ve been waiting for you.” Mother Ester called from the
inside of the hut.

Delilah opened the door to see Mother Ester fixing tea for them. “Sit child you have learning to do today.”

“Yes ma’am. What will I be learning today?” Delilah sat and took a cookie.

“Herbs and plants! I think I will teach you how to make salves today. I have enough bacon grease saved up to make a batch or two.”

“Bacon grease?” Delilah made a face that expressed her disgust with that idea.

Mother Ester laughed out loud. “Yes child! What did you think the salve was made of marshmallow crème?”

“Well I wasn’t sure. I am surprised at that though. What else is in a salve besides bacon grease?” Delilah tried to get the thought of bacon grease out of her mind and focus on something else.

“Herbs, roots and flowers are added to the melted grease. Then you skim it and cool it and put it in jars. Then you make sure you label it with the date and what it is. I made the mistake of not putting lab
els on once and I gave someone a salve for female problems instead of pain relief. Oh that was a mess. Oh but that’s a story for another time.” Mother Ester chuckled.

“Where do I get the herbs and such for the salves? Is there a store nearby?” Delilah asked.

“No store except the woods and the stream over there by that big oak. Are you finished with your tea?” Mother Ester asked with a chuckle.

“Yes ma’am I am.” Delilah stood up and cleared the table putting the dishes in the sink.

“Good! Now here is a basket and there is a patch of yellow flowers by that beech next to the path. Go pick some of those and the plants with the long green leaves and the white bell flowers.” Mother Ester set the basket on the table and went to sit in the rocker just outside the door.

Delilah took the basket and went out to pick the flowers as she was told. When she came back to the hut she was sent back out to a patch of green herbs. This proc
ess repeated two more times, until the basket was nearly overflowing. Mother Ester told her to sort them out on the table and followed Delilah inside.

“Now Delilah, tie those herbs in bundles with the string. Some of them will go in the salve and some will need to be dried.” Mother Ester handed her a ball of twine and a pair of scissors.

“Am I tying them tight enough, Mother Ester?” Delilah asked as she struggled with a bundle.

“A little tighter dear, you don’t want them to come apart in the grease.” Mother Ester replied.

Mother Ester carefully melted the grease and dropped the bundles of herbs into the pot. She stirred the pot carefully.

“Take those others and hang them from the rafters over there.” Mother Ester pointed to the rafters above the window

“Yes ma’am.” Delilah hung the bundles where Mother Ester pointed. There were several other bundles there in different stages of drying. Delilah hung the new ones
near the less dry ones.

Delilah helped Mother Ester skim the salve and put it in jars when it had cooled. When the lids were tightened and the labels were put on, Delilah asked “What does this do Mother Ester?”

“It is a pain reliever salve. That plant you picked with those pink berries helps soothe the joints and it smells good too!” Mother Ester laughed.

“Oh that’s nice.” Delilah chuckled. “Everything should have a friendly smell.”

“Well medicine doesn’t always. Now time for you to be going and don’t be late tomorrow we have to make rounds.”

“Oh yes ma’am! Good evening.” Delilah left going down the path to her home. She hurried through the darkening forest.

Every day for weeks Delilah came to the little hut in the woods and Mother Ester taught her. Herbs and recipes intermingled with stories were her lessons. Mother Ester taught her about the Great Goddess too.

Then one day something happened that would change everything. Mother Ester sent her out to do the rounds on her own.

Carpet bag in hand she went from one house to another treating the fevers and relieving the pain. Her new patients gave her trinkets and jars of jam and apple butter. She returned to mother ester’s hut with her treasures.

“Anything happen that you didn’t know how to deal with, child?” Mother Ester asked rocking in her rocker on the porch as Delilah walked up to the hut.

“No ma’am. Everything was ok” she walked in and put away the food and other things that she had been given on her rounds.

“Why are you putting your payment in my cupboards?” Mother Ester asked as she followed Delilah inside.

“Its payment for my lessons, of course.” Delilah smiled and grabbed the large basket and smiles. “We need more moss and willow bark. I’ll be right back.”

“Hurry now! It’s getting dark and the moon is new and dark tonight.” Mother Ester chuckled.

“I will.” Delilah hurried to gather the needed herbs and brings them back to the hut. She stepped inside to find Mother Ester frying chicken and stirring green beans in a cast iron pot.

“It’s too late to go through those woods tonight now. You stay here tonight.” Mother Ester said as she turned the chicken.

“Yes ma’am, thank you.” Delilah inhales the delicious scents. “I’m hungrier than I thought.” She set the table with china plates and put some crusty bread and butter on the table. The bread was from one of the patients who looked forward to the pain relieving salves that was given her.

“It’s time you stayed here and stopped going back and forth. I’m getting tired now and I need to teach you more.” Mother Ester said.

“I was thinking about that today as I was going from house to house. I want you to teach me more about the Great Goddess and Magick.” Delilah said

Yes, child. Its time you learn Her great secrets now that you will be a healer. I will tell you about the Great Goddess at night and teach you the healing ways during the day. This was the way it was done when I was your age.” Mother Ester said thoughtfully. “What I teach you, you must never tell anyone until it’s time to train your student.”

“When will that be?” Delilah laughed. “When I’m as old as the Great Goddess herself?”

“Yes child.” Mother ester chuckled. “That’s the way it has always has been.”

They sat to eat the meager meal and Mother Ester said a blessing over the food thanking the Great Goddess. They ate then Delilah cleaned up the table and the dishes. This was the first night of Mother Ester telling the mysteries of the Great Goddess.

In the morning, Delilah returned home to pack her things and say goodbye to her friends and family. She walked that faint path one more time to the small vine covered hut and took on the responsibility of he
aling these people she had become to cherish as her own.

Delilah lived with Mother Ester until one day she woke up to find that the Great Goddess had taken Mother Ester through the veil. Everyone came to the small clearing to honor the wise woman that had been there for decades. Mother Ester was laid to rest next to the wise women that had come before her.

Delilah lived many years taking care of her patients. One day, Delilah asked the Great Goddess to send her a student. The next day a young girl walked up the faint path to the vine covered hut to start her training.



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 A Magical Encounter

(Someone will always find true love)

1. THE SPELL

The day was clear and calm as Allee sat on the large rock at the corner of the hay field.  Allee was in the middle of meditating when she looked up and saw him standing there.  Then he faded into thin air.  Who was he and why did I see him.  Allee got up and went back to her cottage. She got out her scrying mirror to see if she could find out who he is. After several minutes she sees nothing and she has no answers. She goes to her altar lights the candles and casts the spell.

 

Man of mist man of air

Come to me from over there

Part the mist part the air

Come to me from over there

 

Allee blew out the candles then sat to wait for him she waited for hours before she gave up and went to bed.

She repeated the spell before she drifted off.

Allee walked the dream plane all night but he didn’t come to her. She finally called to her astral familiar, a dove. The dove flew to her hand.

 

Little dove bring him to me

 

That was all she needed to say. The dove saw the picture in her mind of him.

Allee woke feeling tired and sad she didn’t find him.

She decided to repeat the spell again.

 

Man of mist man of air

Come to me from over there

Part the mist part the air

Come to me from over there

 

2. HIS DOVE

Drake stands by the window going over his worries in his mind. Work was bad. His love life was worse. He was trying to figure out what he had to do to change his life. He was miserable.

Out of the corner of the eye, he saw something. It was a woman dressed in a long, flowing, white robe with long auburn hair. He watches as she fades into nothing.

Astonished and a little frightened, he falls into a nearby chair. What was that? Who was that? Where did she go? Where did she come from? Sitting there, he hears a noise at the window. He looks up to see a snow white dove looking at him staring and still. He feels like it knows him. He goes to the window to shoo it away. The dove looks at him, and then with a nod of its head, it flies away as if on a mission. Drake sits back in the chair. Suddenly, he feels a sense of relief or was it hope. Anyway things didn’t seem as bad as they did just a few minutes ago.

He wondered who she was, this ghost, in his living room. The woman and the dove must be connected. Why else would he have seen them at the same time? He went to the kitchen to get something to eat, but not before he looked back into the living room where she had stood.

Later that evening, as he was sleeping, he dreamed of the dove. It landed on his hand as tame as a caged bird. He could feel it was trying to tell him something but he could not understand. The dove was trying to tell him of Allee and that she was searching for him.

 

3. FLIGHT OF THE FEATHER

Allee was frustrated. The spell wasn’t working. That could only mean that the man was not a spirit. He must be a living man. She had sent the astral dove to find him. How would he know what the dove wanted unless he had the wisdom to understand? She could only hope he was able to understand.

She went to the rock again to meditate. When she arrived, there a dove sat on the rock.

The dove had found him. She was surprised. As she stood there, the dove flew away leaving a feather on the rock. She snatched it up and ran to the cottage. She would use it to find him. She needed a map, a crystal, and some luck.

In the cottage, she found the crystal and map. Clearing a table, she laid out the map, tied a string around the crystal and feather and let them sway. She waited for the pull. The crystal pulled her away from the map on the table. So she got a map of a larger area. The crystal pulled her to a city.

How would she find him there? Well maybe fate would step in. Besides a shopping trip was never a bad idea. She made plans to go to the city now. Fates do your best.

 

4. WATCHER ON DUTY

Drake found that on his window ledge was a new friend. The dove had come again and again. Every day since he had seen the woman in the living room. The dove would come and sit on the window sill as if it was keeping track of him. It was starting to get creepy. He didn’t feed it and tried to shoo it away, but it still came back. He wasn’t aware of why the dove was there. Drake didn’t walk the path of wisdom. Drake walked no path of faith at all. Practical and business oriented. Faith never had a place in this life. The only things he believed in were profit. That dove was not profit.

On the third day, the dove stayed longer. It came and went several times during the day. He even thought he remembered seeing it at work, but it could have just been a pigeon.

 

5. DOVE OF PEACE

It was her third store a boutique named Peace. It had the regular tie-dyed and peace signs, but it also had some lovely crystal jewelry. She ducked in to the store and bought a necklace.

On her way out, she was looking down adjusting her packages. She ran into someone she looked up. It was him. He stared at her. It was her. They stood there staring at each other until a dove landed on the parking meter near them. It cooed and then flew away. He asked her out for coffee. She went. He asked her to dinner. She went. He asked her to stay. Allee stayed with drake in the city for the rest of their lives. 

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THE GUARDIAN OF THE FAE
The guardian of the fae has gone away
To his charges in a land far far away
He sends his messenger to bring us his love
He sends a messenger a faery not a dove
Magick sent from realms afar bring us comfort

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