sidhe_faerie | In the Grand Scheme of Things

In the Grand Scheme of Things

Who am I?
I am a woman which puts me at a disadvantage from the moment i was born.
I am not married and I currently have no desire to be so.
I am no one's mother but i seem to be everyone's auntie.
I am disabled both physically and emotionally.
I am a product of my experiences and all that means.
I have been abused but physically and emotionally.
I am a pagan who worships a goddess.
I am short, fat, and old.
But to answer the question bluntly I am no one.

What have i done?
I make things.
I crochet and do crafts.
I have been a teacher a singer and a sales agent.
I write stories that are both original and fanfiction.
I have been a friend.
I have been a mentor.
I have been a gamer girl
I have been a leader.
I have done very little and nothing earth shattering.

What will I leave behind as my legacy?
The footprint that i will leave behind will be small.
I am not well known or well respected.
It will be the memories of the people i touch and the things i created.
I will leave only what others think about what ive done and who i am.
Its unfair but it is the truth.

In the grand scheme of things, I am nothing and no one with nothing of importance to leave behind.