Stop 2/10/23

[sidhe_faerie]

 Drifting…

Drifting through life without goals can be frustrating and useless. I find myself drifting with no purpose, nothing to do but sleep and eat and exist. I could blame the state of my mental illness but that's really just an excuse. I must choose to live a life, not just go through the motions. I must choose to be present in the moment. I must choose to live and not merely exist. 

I need to find a purpose. Something to better myself and feed my spirit. My mental state aside, it would be good to be alive again. I need to be reborn in spirit. 

I must choose my goals and reach them. It won't be easy and I'm sure there will be many missteps along the way but I must try. Drifting is killing me. 

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